
On Saturday, I took the Biology and General Science Praxis II exams to become an individual, in the eyes of the state, who is qualified to become a teacher. After a thorough cleaning out of the cobwebs and refreshing on my knowledge of the topics, I felt adequately prepared to take these two tests.
Upon sitting down in the stuffy basement of an old building with an inferno-like heating system, I began to get nervous. Not nervous because of the exams, but because the entire testing environment and procedure created a knot in my stomach. I had forgotten about all the round bubbles and number two pencils and the whole erasing of the bubble completely if you change your mind. I actually almost tore my "answer sheet" in a bout of feverish erasing as I reviewed my exam. I had forgotten the type of environment in which this tests take place, and now upon reflecting, I think of my future students, NCLB (for more info, go here, and the serious consequences of standardized testing.
The directions alone before the test, were daunting. My ID was checked twice, and I was warned of the implications of being an impostor and of using my cell phone during the test. Throughout the test, I felt as though the proctor was almost expecting me to cheat.
Am I paranoid?
I found myself thinking this as I waited for the two hours to tick by so that I could have an opportunity to finally rise from my seat. I felt this stress, even as an adult, after a lifetime of taking standardized tests. Imagine being a struggling student who has issues with taking tests in general.
I do believe that testing is necessary and that standards are not always a bad thing. I also believe that tests need to be administered in some sort of uniform way as to ensure their legitimacy. What I am wondering, is if there is a better way to administer these types of test? Maybe what I am really asking is if there is a better test we can use to assess our students?
At the end of my test, the proctor read from the booklet the procedure necessary to cancel our scores immediately, should we feel the need to. Unfortunately, my future students will not be given the opportunity to make this same decision. Their scores will effect their future, as well as my future and the future of the school. These types of tests, which are taken in an environment which I personally feel intimidated by, dictate the future for our students under NCLB. Any suggestions?